Tuesday, January 21, 2014

2.5 years and counting

Shirakawago ~白川郷~

Happy 2014!! 

It's been about 6 months since the last update, but I think that's a good sign; it means that nothing terrible has happened to me in between. There are few health concerns I have been suffering with--elevated temperature and fatigue--but otherwise I was healthy, both mind and body, enough to complete my master's degree and move back to Japan!

From my health point of view, I am relieved that I'm back in Japan indefinitely--not entirely because of health insurance, but I didn't feel that I clicked with the doctors in the U.S. I didn't have the time and luxury to try out different doctors in Seattle, but the doctor I was seeing apparently received "Best Doctor in Seattle" award in 2011. It was rewarding to be seeing a great doctor to follow up with, but it was unfortunate that we didn't click.

So, I had my biannual ultrasound checkup last week, and I went to see my doctor in University of Tsukuba to hear the result. The result was good, I suppose. There were few semi-large lymphnodes detected, two of them were a little bigger with characteristic of cancerous cell. As my doctor explained about the characteristic of cancerous lymphnode and size of my lynphnode, the shape reminded me of beans.



One is about the size of kidney bean, and another is about the size of soy bean. (The size I'm referring to is both in dry state). My doctor said "I don't consider them as cancer because they are so small, and we as doctors don't take actions until they are at least 2 cm long." Hummm, so it has to be as big as an average peanut shell, I guess. Anyway, there's nothing neither my doctor or I can do at this point, so I decided to set my worry aside. Yay!

Since I still have the strange symptom of elevated temperature and fatigue every month, for about one week, my doctor told me to go see him next time when I have this symptom. I was quite relieved to hear my doctor suggest this...all U.S. doctor said was "unfortunately I don't know why you're experiencing this symptom. How about we wait and see..." Their difference in providing medical support may be derived from the difference in healthcare system. The U.S. doctor may have been subconsciously aware how much I would be paying to go through all the tests to diagnose my symptom...?