Chemo 7/8...almost there

There are a lot of things I am unable to carry on once the drugs are injected, and then bit by bit I begin to get my normal life back. Recently I realized that "turning on a computer" has been the key action for me; once I can turn on a computer, I feel nearly fully recovered. Anyhow, it surly feels good to be back!

The chemo 7/8 was terrible, it was the worst one after all. I cried pretty badly at the hospital during the injection, so the nurses decided to put me onto sleep. I actually cried during the chemo 6/8, too. It's weird because I understand knowledgeably that the drugs are not going to kill me. But when I see the bottle of drug, the nurses, and my left arm with spots from injections, I just go into panic. Well, a slight nausea is starting to creep up as I write this blog about last week, so I'm going to stop talking about it. Right now I can't even watch a TV shows that has nurses and hospitals in it.

2 weeks ago Yukari and Keibun visited, and we went to eat...fancy hamburgers!!

Other than that, I'm happy now, simply because I don't have to go to hospital for another one week, and I get to do whatever I want!! I'm going to hang out with Sawako tomorrow, and my sister is coming back home over the weekend hopefully, which I'm looking forward :)